08 September 2010

hepi birthday ABAH!

dear abah,
may Allah bless u!

07 September 2010

a little advice

while waiting for magrib,lets check out this blog!whohaaa!what to post?again,NO IDEA.i think i should take izhani as my model la..writing a draft before post it.lets try it another time.em..thinking thinking.YES!i think i've got an idea.since i live in this world for almost 19 years,there is many type of people i've met.but, i realized that people are totally different with each other.arrogant,selfish,kind,adorable,and other type of people.yes.Allah is the most great creator.He could made us differently without any help.stand alone.amazing right?astagfirullah.and also we know that we live as khalifah.there are too much thing to do.too much thing to avoid.too much think to thing.too much thing to describe.i know that when there is a faith,there is the way.i always feel sorry for those who always take easy on what they should do,and what they should leave.in other word,amal makruf and nahi munkar.deep in my heart,i'm still hoping that they will find their way and Allah will guide them to that right way.honestly,this message is for someone but i know she will never read this thing but i always pray that she will repent and learn how to respect others.i know that i'm not perfecst,somehow,we as human should try to improve ourselves.yes.we should!

“Truly, God does not change the condition of a people until they change what is in themselves.” (Quran 13:11)

05 September 2010

something is missing

it's a relief because i'm home right now.it' a long journey with perdana,with the bad seat,with the pening-pening lalat and whatsoever,finally,kelantan,here i come!i love my home so much but since i'm sooo tired,just take a nap.but i'm not so sure if sleep for 5 hours is called nap?haha.i'm starving while waiting for the time to break fast.but everything is not like what i imagine before.i just leave home for a couple weeks and everything changed.cant describe more about that but i just can say that I WANT MY FAMILY back!why this ramadan is so different?serious i dont think i cant stand with this if it stay like this forever.i'm not a tough person.i easily cried when i feel burdened.i will laugh if i'm happy but now should i laugh?i'm waiting to come back from the 3rd ramadan and now that feeling has changed.i just need a shoulder to lie on.i just need a person to listen to me.i just need an advice to built my strength,i really need that now.this pain is so hard to endure but i know,Allah is testing me.Testing me to be a better person.to be a humble servant.i knew that ya Allah.i'll take this test calmly.guide me ya Rabb.

p/s:still hoping that everything will be like before although it's only MY hope.not US.