hey "KAWAN"!

tolong RESPECT org sikit blh x?

hati macam cuka

tetibe terfikir,best kan jadi budak kecik?ok aku tau aku pon kecik.no need to mention that.aku rase la,ape yg best jadi budak sebab mase tu x matang lagi.kite x tau pape means buat salah pon buat dunno je.kite x yah pikir psl masa dpn ke hape ke,x yah pikir cane nk jimat duit nk beli itu ini or ari ni nk pakai baju mana or kain dh kemur ke belom eh? or baju sume dh masuk washing machine ke or pinggan mangkuk dh basuh ngn axion ke belom or rumah ni nk terbalik ke abah dgn ma ok ke adik bradik ade kt umah ke diorang ok ke sihat ke waras lagi ke bla bla bla...tu la main point sbnrnya.haha.pnjang kot intro.entry kali ini agak bercelaru sedondon dgn kondisi mental dan emosi empunya blog.hidup ada pasang surut and roda sentiasa berputar.x semestinya kite akan hepi tiap2 kali bkk mata pagi2 tu kan.yes, i know that.as a human,it's a natural thing when we want to do the best in our lives.that is a reality that no one can deny.and as a muslim, we will try our best so that today would be better than yesterday but we still have to accept that we cant control everything.we plan but He decide.He knows the best for us.and also, everything will not be better if only one person try to change but others just point their fingers!ya Allah,please give US your blessing,show US the right path,the right way to choose.you're the only hope.tears is regardless without effort amalina,so, be strong!toodless.

assalaaaamualaikum!fuhhh..agak berhabuk la ye ini blog.sorry-my-little-blog,heart said maybe.haha.i'm just counting days now.bape hari nk g gombak?wait,lets check the calendar.ummm..1,2,3...13 days more kot.ntah la.x pndai sgt nk kire2 hari ni.nk g tmpt baru,msti la kene ade brg baru kn?serously,i need a retail therapy right now!tp harapan je la yerk sbb xde sape pon kt umah ni.sume busy-kalah-datuk-najib tu.xpe2.still act cool babe!buat list dulu pon cm ok gk.nnti trus tunjuk kt mak bapak.mau nye pengsan nanti!

1. BAJU KURUNG.siyes ni benda plg WAJIB kene wt baru punye.bosan kot pakai yg same.org tgk pon naik mual. mak i pon mmg suke bab2 beli kain buat baju ni tau!mau taknye,wardrobe mak i penuh baju kurung u know!mmg xde baju lain la.anak melayu sejati katakan.so,ke mana tumpahnya kuah kalau tak atas kain kn?eh eh..maap ckgu meriam ksygn.pnt2 die aja i bm smpai dpt a tp cenggini jadinya.sorry ckgu.

2. BAJU LABUH,segala jenis SELUAR yg blh dibeli ye.i ni bkn jenis addicted to brg2 branded tp kalau dpt apo salahnye.kecik tapak tgn i ni tadah nanti.beli baju labuh siyes prasan cm baek je pdhal tuhan je la tau.saje la wt koleksi,kot2 nanti i masuk usrah ke hape ke kt sane.insyaAllah baek la hendaknye ye.

3. SHOES.yg ini agak la susahnye nk mintak ngn mak bapak i.ma,kasut lg 1 blh?pleasee ye.lau u'oll tgk kt bilik ni mmg dh b'tingkat2 kotak kasut tp biase la ye,manusia mudah bosan dan melayu mudah lupa.kdg2 i lupa kasut jenis ape yg i ade yg last2 nye asyik pakai kasut same je sepanjang tahun.kucing nk tumpang tidur pon takut tau nk datang dkt kasut i!sape brani blh la curik.

4. BRG2 KECIK tu..penting kot nk kene update stok dg yg latest punye.yg ni pon feberet mak i jgk ni. sbakul haaa die punye.i ngn kakak i mmg xleh lwn la.nnti i beli byk2 gantung awa2 kt tingkap bilik i eh?gila!

5. LANGSIR.kdg2 pk cm pelik kedekut sgt ke uia smpai nk kene bli langsir segala.yg itu i x nk masuk cmpur.hehe.ade la senior-yang-baek-hati-lagi-helpful suggest kt i ni,'bawak langsir yang sebesar tingkap and sepanjang pintu'.pening-pening lalat la juga ye bile difikirkan mksud tersirat di sbalik kata-kata seorg senior itu.haha.katanye nk wt ltk kt compartment.yela2.nanti i beli ye..

6. BRG MANDI,deodorant,bedak sejuk,krim itu,krim ini..phm2 sndiri la ye memandangkan nama i ni ada t'tulis binti di blkngnya,maka adalah normal bagi i utuk beli brg2 sebegini ye.

7. naye nk suruh i list sume bnda kt sini.confirm smpai pg esok x abis.*twink twnk*.cukup dh kot yg basic je kite kene bli baru.bantal beg cadar and segala yg remeh temeh tu harap di-ignorekan je la ye.habis duit mak bapak i nanti.mane nk byr fees i yg mahal2 tu,mana nk beli swift utuk i lg.hrpn doe.haha.so,lets shopping!

just wishing happy eid mubarak!

exhausted already.

assalamualaikum..as usual..hehe..i've just finished reading an article about muet.that article is well-written by a girl who got band 6 for her muet!yes guys.BAND 6!how could she got the highest level?i'm so inspired by reading that article on her blog and try to convince myself that i also can achieve that good achievement.well,i'm not saying that i hope i'll get band 6,it's just impossible.i'm just hoping that i can perform well.band 4 is enough for me.i realized that i'm not that good in english but i will always try my best.

i'm just too worried on my writing skills.i dont have any idea on muet writing format and i keep searching on muet sample essays on internet but i guess i'm not good in searching information using google or yahoo or whatsoever.so,i'm just exhausted right now.plus i dont even try to write a complete essay now.how could i enter the examination hall without any preparation?oh my God!i really hope that someone will help me,guide me on how to write an essay.this thing really makes me sick la.toooottttt....

i'm officially 19!

slm.alhamdulillah i'm officially nineteen!

this is a really short entry!

thanks for all the birthday wishes.i really appreciate that:)

could u please treat me these???

assalamualaikum..haha..seriously,currently i'm starving for kfc or maybe pizza or a&w also ok for me. seeing these pics already satisfied me.a bit maybe.i need the REAL one!haha..cant wait for this thursday,i'm going out with dilin n kmah.so,that will be the best moment to.... EAT! well,i hope that our plan is still ON!

zinger maxx is sooo amusing!i prefer this because i dont like chicken..hehe.. 

copy paste.the fastest way to get a pic like this!i love pizza;)

ok.ok.stop here.

i already knew that its just a dream..

waaarrrgghhhh!totally craving for theseeee!

it's a big sister big day...

well,i said before that i'm going to sabah.not for real holiday actually,just for attending my sister convocation. seriously, first day was a mess!tell u what, we lost one of our luggages at airport.fortunately, the custom said that we can get that bag on the next day.so,we just stay at our homestay because my mom doesn't has any stuff to wear!just wait for her bag to arrive safely.haha.as time goes by,we just have a rest on that day.
second day, we went to pasar filipina. u know,it's so exciting to see a lot of interesting stuff there.pearl,crystal,bracelet,bags,keychain..so,we keep going at the same place for the next day.thats why i dont have much stories to write here!and one more,guess what,i dont take any picture except on the convocation day.haha.that is my family.we dont like popularity.hehe.so,no more to say,just let the pics talk.

praise be to Allah

assalamualaikum..i'll start this entry with alhamdulillah.thanks to Allah for giving me a good result.seriously,it's not like what i've expected but it's okay.it's more than for me.and also congratulations to all my friends-nani,ain,azi,both muni,dilin,kmah,farah,trah and others.we have done a good job guys!and insyaAllah, gombak, here we come!*although i'm not that happy to be there.haha

it's just a very short entry

to show that i'm still alive!haha

thanks for everything 'friends'.

SAYONARA!

just saying bye to my dear blog

hoping that we will have a safe journey

insyaAllah

HAPPY HOLIDAY!

MUET oh MUET

I'm so glad to say that i already finished my foundation studies at Nilai. i keep thinking about gombak. many silly questions made me afraid, what will happen when i enter there or can i adapt with the new situation or can i maintain my pointer or can i have more friends there. huh! hope Allah will guide me. Now, back to reality. I just cant stop think about what i'm going to do during this semester break. Fine, nani already has her plan. taking her driving class. Trah and farah, i'm sure they have their own plan. but me? what i'm going to do? Hate to accept that i still have to sit 1 more exam. English exam! MUET! i thought i already left English after i passed the what-so-abandoned-thing-i-have-faced last sem. what i'm going to prepare? whatsoever la. redah je. forget it. the most important thing is this thursday, i'm going to sabah bah. cant wait for that time! i guess its time to say bye! 

hepi birthday ABAH!

dear abah,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

may Allah bless u!

a little advice

while waiting for magrib,lets check out this blog!whohaaa!what to post?again,NO IDEA.i think i should take izhani as my model la..writing a draft before post it.lets try it another time.em..thinking thinking.YES!i think i've got an idea.since i live in this world for almost 19 years,there is many type of people i've met.but, i realized that people are totally different with each other.arrogant,selfish,kind,adorable,and other type of people.yes.Allah is the most great creator.He could made us differently without any help.stand alone.amazing right?astagfirullah.and also we know that we live as khalifah.there are too much thing to do.too much thing to avoid.too much think to thing.too much thing to describe.i know that when there is a faith,there is the way.i always feel sorry for those who always take easy on what they should do,and what they should leave.in other word,amal makruf and nahi munkar.deep in my heart,i'm still hoping that they will find their way and Allah will guide them to that right way.honestly,this message is for someone but i know she will never read this thing but i always pray that she will repent and learn how to respect others.i know that i'm not perfecst,somehow,we as human should try to improve ourselves.yes.we should!

“Truly, God does not change the condition of a people until they change what is in themselves.” (Quran 13:11)

something is missing

it's a relief because i'm home right now.it' a long journey with perdana,with the bad seat,with the pening-pening lalat and whatsoever,finally,kelantan,here i come!i love my home so much but since i'm sooo tired,just take a nap.but i'm not so sure if sleep for 5 hours is called nap?haha.i'm starving while waiting for the time to break fast.but everything is not like what i imagine before.i just leave home for a couple weeks and everything changed.cant describe more about that but i just can say that I WANT MY FAMILY back!why this ramadan is so different?serious i dont think i cant stand with this if it stay like this forever.i'm not a tough person.i easily cried when i feel burdened.i will laugh if i'm happy but now should i laugh?i'm waiting to come back from the 3rd ramadan and now that feeling has changed.i just need a shoulder to lie on.i just need a person to listen to me.i just need an advice to built my strength,i really need that now.this pain is so hard to endure but i know,Allah is testing me.Testing me to be a better person.to be a humble servant.i knew that ya Allah.i'll take this test calmly.guide me ya Rabb.

p/s:still hoping that everything will be like before although it's only MY hope.not US.

love like this!

steamboat,here we come!not much to say about that night but i think this word can describe my feeling right now.HAPPY!although there are some scene that makes our faces turn to chili sauce,but everything is ok and actually those thing makes our night more cheerful.then,i spent the whole night with najwa,muni zaki and ain.oh God,i never thought that i can stand the whole night at the blue court.but thanks to you all because of you i mange to complete the exercise.it seems like everything are so meaningful when we are moving towards the end.i'm soooo SURE that i'm gonna miss you girls!thinking what to do next,account assignment is waiting me.so,just want to share the picta.thanks nani,trah,farah,muni,najwa,azi and ain!ily!

smile2 star

eat all u can!hak3

ehem ehem

where am i???

here!

dinner time!

no comment

peace muni and najwa

money money;)

thanks nani!

ain plus trah

CONFUSED!

one word;ALHAMDULILLAH.

thanks God for everything.i'm so relieved that our main program for this sem,IFTAR JAMIE AT DARUL IZZAH is succesfully held yesterday.although we had so encountered so many problems,but finally we manage to handle that program.after struggling for many weeks.after so many meetings.its worth i think.thanks to all my subcommittee.should i list all their names here?sure,why not right?hazleen,syazan,anis,fatin,wani,tikah,ainin,nini,anam,adam and aisyah.you guys have done a very good job.oppsss.i think i missed one person.our head ek,aizi.thanks to you too.nothning much to say.now,i think i can focus on studying.after 4 sem in econss,especially discipline and welfare bureau,i think this is one of my best emories in nilai and i'm sure that i'll miss it!

what my condition now?

that question is really hard for me to answer.why?currently amalina is unstable!i admit that i'm a sensitive person.tooooo sensitive as even small thing may affect my whole day.i'm still trying to handle it and a lot of thanks to that person who teach me to live calmly.hurmmm.its so hard to express my feeling when i'vi to write in english.wargggh!sabo je la.ok fine.ENGLISH!i'm updating this thing again when nani said that she had been following my blog.*blushing.i'm a low profile person k.haha.today im not feeling well and i just tell nani about that.as usual,attending classes makes me tired and feel like i'm going to faint at that moment.but alhamdulillah acc class is canceled so that i can sleep tightly in my room.yahoooo.talking about friendship again.this morning i ask someone about this. me:" awk ade bestfriend x kt cni?" (ceh,cm bdk tadika je tnye) she:"ntah la tp skg baek ngn awk la kot" ok fine.honestly speaking that her word makes me happy during that class.she reminds me to tkah.i think i'm using the wrong word but its ok la.sometimes people makes mistake.i'm still looking for good friends but now i just find good peers.mr baha said that peers and friends are different and i admit that the statement is true.sometimes i think that my peer is my friend mbut that thing does not last forever.maybe they dont like to be my friends or whatsoever la.as long as they dont make me feel bad.enough for that. back to study.i've got my econs quiz and as i expected before,its not as good as what i wish.its ok la.i'll try harder in final.hope that Allah will guide me show the right way.accounting and math are still in ok position.not good or stable but just ok.comp2 is tiring because of the new assignment.hate to admit that comp assingment really tough for me.i dont have much time to do exercises and make revision.people might say that why i dont have time to do such thing and i minght answer that i dont know.the most easiest answer in this world i think.i'm quite busy with the econs society and i dont know how to manage my time.what happen and again,I DONT KNOW.tomorrow we're going to YAKULT factory for field trip for accounting and i really really hope that everything will be ok.same goes to iftar jami'e at darul izzah this friday.hope that event will run smoothly.ya Allah,please help me..ameen.

combining post 2 in 1;)

First thing first k..just want to say thanks to my beloved friend,munirah jamil for dinner just now.thanks a lot ya!i'm having a lot of fun with tirah,nani and farahiyah and also nabilah huda!Almost forgot her.Sorry ya..hehe..Thanks to farah.Because of her,we could eat at a nice place.at least far from uia la.inti je pon.haha.maybe next time we can hang out again friends!but i forgot to capture that best moments.sorry guys.im too hungry so i just think about food,food and food.its okay la.at least i've several pic here.although they are not as clear as usual.hehe.. Second thing to say?emm..appreciation night for taaruf week committee.at first i decided that i'll not attend that event.why?i dont know actually.maybe i'm ashamed with other committees.and why again?the answer is,let myself know the truth.nothing much to be proud about that night.just having fun with tkah.i've not meet her for about 1 month so thats the only reason why i went to that event.overall its ok la.the most important is,the certificate and of course,FREE FOOD!that would be the most important thing for me.haha.same like above situation,i dont have time to snap picture on that night.just several pictures when the event almost finished.more exact,while waiting for my dormate*i think they really enjoyed that night.as usual la..*enough for that.

econs makes me sick!

feel toooo tired and depressed to complete my economics assignment.i need help!still hoping that i've done the right thing.God,show me the right way..

fight fight fight

cm xde mood nk type fully english tonite.rojak je la yaw.bad day i think.pg2 da moody w/pom xphm npe.rasenye smlm mkn cukop,minum cukop,tdo cukop.tp npe pg da ngantok and xpsl2 nk mrh org and xpsl2 gadoh ngn peers and xpsl nanges ats bahu spe ntah n xpsl2 xley jwb quiz math.berkait mait sumenye.why?kwn pon tlg la phm.da pg2 korg tgk muke kwn korg ni cm cuka cap pisau wif da eye like da owl,xreti2 nk ignore je?xyh la nk ngumpat2 blkg ke ape.backbiting plak pepagi bute.tlg syp kjp bley?aq x kacau korg pon,so,lau korg nk borak ke melalut ke merepek ke membebel ke lantak la.do i care?whatever la babe asal hati korg SENANG!ade korg kisah kwn sblh korg pengsan ke tdo ke mati ke.bkn la nk membebel ke ape tp situation ni cm t'blk la.korg yg mule2 ignore aq and xpsl2 korg plak nk trase ngn aq?pekehal babe?come on la.sume da besa bdn and otak and umo.xreti2 nk beza mne baek mne burok.sal bnde kecik smpai nk masam 24hours?sorry la.aq da give up.da 4sem kwn.g clas sme2 g library sme2 mkn sme2 g jln sme2 tp korg still xrase ni 1 ukhuwwah.it will not work out la lau aq je terhegeh2 nk built friendship ni.tau la sume dh ade bestfriend masing2.rapat ngn bdk bilik tp xkn kite kwn just tuk g clas sme2 and wt assignment sme?thats peers.not friends.tlg la pndai2 beza.sume ni dh bljr weh.korg dh exempted pon.mmg kite nk marks quiz tggi2 marks assingment tggi tp ilmu x kurang la wey lau kte share.x luak pon.npe nk kdekot sgt?tu bkn ilmu kite.ilmu Allah.naseb baek je Allah tu bukakkan pintu hati tuk trima ilmu tu.lau x xke naye nnti time exam.cam ayam berak kapur la jwbnya.so,pe slhnya share that knowledge?i realize that i'm not perfect,but please accept me as i am.stop! p/s:npe ade gmba?sbb diorg ni sudi kwn ngn aq slame 4sem kt cfs ni.thanx a lot!i really apreciate all u all've done to me.

depressed again!

fuhhh..blogging again!today i'd accounting's quiz.ok fine.done with that already.and math quiz is waiting for me tomorrow.oh my God!i'm not done with my revision yet!how to answer the quest?differentiation.i dont like the topic lorh.again,not HATE but just DONT LIKE.2 different thing k.lim that lim this infinity specific point and bla bla bla.i'll try my best anyway.i've an intrview to handle tonight.little bit lazy but its a job.take it easy amalina!currently really miss my home.homesick!i plan to go home next thursday but it seems like i cant do that.economics exam is postponed to 21st july.what the hal?unlike lol.and i also have to finished the economics assignment and submit on the next friday.FRIDAY?!veeeeery good la.mdm surely dont want us to go home.haha.fine la..now i've made up my mind.its ok if i cant go home BUT i've to strive to live here.study study and study 24 7?im not a robot k.i wish i could maintain my pointer.3.9 for final sem ok?try and struggle.not just sit and pray and then give up when get low marks.ehemm..who am i referring to?ahakz.let it be.i almost forgot that i've MUET exam this oct.realizing that makes me write this post in english.haha.trying to improve my grammar and vocab huh?but i think there's nothing change la..i'm still using the same words and same sentences.again and again.without any improvement or new words.what happen?argghhh..too busy with calculating makes me forgot this thing.still have time,so,chaiyok!keyboard OFF!

hati busuk?

ape agknye korg rase bile ditinggalkan trkontang kanting tnpe peta kompas dan sgla mcm bnde yg boleh tlg time sesat kt dlm hutan tu?oh TIDAK!!itu yg sy rase.ape la gunenye kawan lau nk campak kt tepi jln or kt tong sebesar alam yg ade kt tepi blok d neh.itu memang busuuuuk pnye hati.sokay.hati,tabahkn diri anda..sabar la diri.enuffff!fine..1 new story yg maybe boley d story moleykn d cni.i,ve finished my comp2 exam!what a relief!hati sgt suke walaupun agk skt dsbbkn satu pristiwa..tuuutttt..kak ct kite ckp biar rhasie.so,kite ikut ckp die eh.. assingnment oh assingnment:cpt la siap.cm biase dg je.kt mne ek.wahahaha.of cos kt fb.aq ni bkn la jnis yg ske update status tu cm org laen.almaklomlah otak d kpale ni xde la skreatif anda2 di luar sana.just for the record,i've 2 more assignments to complete.soooooo tired maa..busy with the agm,exam,exercises,notes yg b'tmbun2 nk kne siapkn and bace skali.dgr tu amlina.BACA.bkn tw buat shj ye.hehe.BUAT nota utk DIBACA.bkn DISIMPAN d celah celah buku kt ats meja study yg lawa dan cantik dan kiut spt empunyanya.masok baldi angkt sdri nmpk.huhuhuhu. lg 1 crita...yela kn.da lme x b'BELOG ni..tmbhn pulak dlm bhse lidah ibunda ni.naseb baek aq x kluakn skill b'bhase cik ct wn kembong tu.lau x,naye la..ok.back to da topic.AGM.dgn ini aq admit la bhwsnye agm tu t'amat la hambarnye.projector ntah ke mne mc ckp rojak cmpur krabu slide yg sgt laaaa lawa audiens yg sgt la baek hatinye.dicipline n wlfare a.k.a pc,pe nk jwb time postmortem nnti?alamak aq kne pakai topeng tutup muke MALU lol!whatever la ye.yg knfom and psti n surenye,bnde tu dh lps n setel.anyway,biarpon byk klmhnnye,conclusion tuk dri sdr:SWEET MEMORY la.jd photographer x b'tuliah b'gndingn ngn si polan yg agk sengal.shy2 cat but maintain..PRO beb!prasan shja ya.nk upload gmbr x??wahaha..spe bley aja sy b'belog dgn lbey baek n b'skill skali?haha..amat cetek ilmu di kpale ye.it ok la.dulu mase kcik2 pon kte mrngkak luh kn bfore jln.ke ade org yg tetibe bley lari tros.lau ade mmg aq tabikkk spring la kt dy.power kot.haha. dormate sy dgn bhgienye ngh wt assingment comp2 sdgkn diriku?wat assignment gk.kt bloggie ni.aq pnye la mnaip ni kalah diorng tw.pndai je reka mreka ayt nk sodapkan hati den ni.pdhal den amat la takot sbb byk lg bnde yg mnuntut komitmen!skema gilaxx..ini post ke brape?n next post?mybe in da short time?hati ckp.TUNGGU;) p/s:bile la nk improve writing skill nie??em..30 minutes for uploading a pic?!sokay la.broadband mbp mcm siput and sy bkn si pnybr mcm kure2.nex time mybe!

can people live alone?

hellloooo..opppsss...assalamualaikum..im a muslim rite?hehe..my condition right now:lonely and bored and sad and happy..mixed feeling!first i can say that i miss my family damn much!second,i have to admit that i miss tkah..huhu..*blushing2..i just realized that i feel like my heart is missing..just like my fb status L.O.S.T.im like a new student LOLL!OK.my dormates are ok..overall la..but they already have their own gang and of course i will not go there like i dont have dignity..what a shame..why i always think like this?this room is little bit suck!although im happy and grateful that i stay in this room for 4 sem,but the environment is not as same as before..i miss all my ex-dormates when im in 1st sem..its just a habit,we will appreciate a person when she is not here anymore..im just like a nerd now..staying in study room,talking to my lappy and even eat alone!wow!i never think that i'll do this alone..well,i have to be an independent girl right?i cant depend to my friends all the time..i'll try to adapt with this new situation.and i think i start to like it!except for spending more money to buy food,drinks n laundry!hik3..i accept this as a new challenge k.new mission:I WANT TO SCORE 4FLATTTT THIS SEM!oh God,please help me,guide me to the right way.this morning i met my new classmates for math2.erm..little bit dissapointed but its ok.they dont disturb e and so do i.hehe.just like last sem,i only want to be the number ONE!remember that,ONE!insyaAllah..ma and abah,pray for me!i'll make both of you proud of m;)

ok enough(*-*)

oh my God!thats the first phrase i can tell right now.just now i watched a badminton match between dato' lee chong wei n lin dan.emm..what i can write here is,i feel sorry for chong wei.huhu..we know that chong wei always lose to lin dan.i keep thinking about this.why?and i feel sooooo annoying when i saw lin dan's reaction just now.he even dance in the badminton court!actually im not a sports fan but since all my family members are too excited to watch the thomas cup,so,i just joined them..hehe..nothing much to say,i've spent my time to this thing.but its ok since m'sia have fight until the end.congratulation to all..haha..sorry but i dont remember their names...*because chinese names are hard to remember*..haha..so,just enjoy the pics!;)