17 August 2010
what my condition now?
that question is really hard for me to answer.why?currently amalina is unstable!i admit that i'm a sensitive person.tooooo sensitive as even small thing may affect my whole day.i'm still trying to handle it and a lot of thanks to that person who teach me to live calmly.hurmmm.its so hard to express my feeling when i'vi to write in english.wargggh!sabo je la.ok fine.ENGLISH!i'm updating this thing again when nani said that she had been following my blog.*blushing.i'm a low profile person k.haha.today im not feeling well and i just tell nani about that.as usual,attending classes makes me tired and feel like i'm going to faint at that moment.but alhamdulillah acc class is canceled so that i can sleep tightly in my room.yahoooo.talking about friendship again.this morning i ask someone about this. me:" awk ade bestfriend x kt cni?" (ceh,cm bdk tadika je tnye) she:"ntah la tp skg baek ngn awk la kot" ok fine.honestly speaking that her word makes me happy during that class.she reminds me to tkah.i think i'm using the wrong word but its ok la.sometimes people makes mistake.i'm still looking for good friends but now i just find good peers.mr baha said that peers and friends are different and i admit that the statement is true.sometimes i think that my peer is my friend mbut that thing does not last forever.maybe they dont like to be my friends or whatsoever la.as long as they dont make me feel bad.enough for that. back to study.i've got my econs quiz and as i expected before,its not as good as what i wish.its ok la.i'll try harder in final.hope that Allah will guide me show the right way.accounting and math are still in ok position.not good or stable but just ok.comp2 is tiring because of the new assignment.hate to admit that comp assingment really tough for me.i dont have much time to do exercises and make revision.people might say that why i dont have time to do such thing and i minght answer that i dont know.the most easiest answer in this world i think.i'm quite busy with the econs society and i dont know how to manage my time.what happen and again,I DONT KNOW.tomorrow we're going to YAKULT factory for field trip for accounting and i really really hope that everything will be ok.same goes to iftar jami'e at darul izzah this friday.hope that event will run smoothly.ya Allah,please help me..ameen.